Wednesday, December 30, 2009

today is wednesday

cant wait to see you tomorrow!&& happy new year!hello 2010.:)

Monday, December 28, 2009

Tk.

Baru sehari.
bila online,dia dah takda
mesej lepas 11pm baru reply.
call taksampai 15min.
tengah2 malam dah takda geng borak.
dah takda orang nak buat lawak bagi gelak sampai tertido.
dah takda orang nak sakat sampai cebik.
dah takda orang mintak teman buat keje pagi-pagi buta.



sigh.

laughing gas saya dah jauh.
sayang,i miss you. :(

Thursday, December 24, 2009

John

Here's something I'd like to share. Something to ponder maybe? Life is a choice?

John is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!"
He was a natural motivator.
If an employee was having a bad day, John was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation.
Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up and asked him, "I don't get it!
You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?"
He replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood

I choose to be in a good mood."
Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or...I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it.
Every time some one comes to me complaining, I can choose to accept their complaining or... I can point out the positive side of life. I choose the positive side of life.

"Yeah, right, it's not that easy," I protested.

"Yes, it is," he said. "Life is all about choices. When you cut away all the junk, every situation is a choice. You choose how you react to situations. You choose how people affect your mood.
You choose to be in a good mood or bad mood. The bottom line: It's your choice how you live your life."

I reflected on what he said. Soon hereafter, I left the Tower Industry to start my own business. We lost touch, but I often thought about him when I made a choice about life instead of reacting to it.
Several years later, I heard that he was involved in a serious accident, falling some 60 feet from a communications tower.
After 18 hours of surgery and weeks of intensive care, he was released from the hospital with rods placed in his back.
I saw him about six months after the accident.
When I asked him how he was, he replied, "If I were any better, I'd be twins...Wanna see my scars?"
I declined to see his wounds, but I did ask him what had gone through his mind as the accident took place.

"The first thing that went through my mind was the well-being of my soon-to-be born daughter," he replied. "Then, as I lay on the ground, I remembered that I had two choices: I could choose to live or...I could choose to die. I chose to live."

"Weren't you scared? Did you lose consciousness?" I asked

He continued, "..the paramedics were great.

They kept telling me I was going to be fine. But when they wheeled me into the ER and I saw the expressions on the faces of the doctors and nurses, I got really scared. In their eyes, I read 'he's a dead man'. I knew I needed to take action."

"What did you do?" I asked.

"Well, there was a big burly nurse shouting questions at me," said John. "She asked if I was allergic to anything 'Yes, I replied.' The doctors and nurses stopped working as they waited for my reply. I took a deep breath and yelled, 'Gravity'."

Over their laughter, I told them, "I am choosing to live. Operate on me as if I am alive, not dead."
He lived, thanks to the skill of his doctors, but also because of his amazing attitude... I learned from him that every day we have the choice to live fully.
Attitude, after all, is everything. It's choice..not chance that is the important decision
Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself . Each day has enough trouble of its own.
After all today is the tomorrow you worried about yesterday

"Ps: Benda ni mungkin bole bantu sedikit sebanyak untuk diri kita belajar kawal diri sendiri.Jangan asyik nak guna alasan sbb PMS je! :P"

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Entri tak bertajuk lagi

Kadang-kadang cerita-cerita lama boleh membuat satu hubungan tu goyang.
Takbanyak; sedikit.
Takperlu nak dikata,benda boleh rasa.
Tuhan cipta hati dan naluri untuk kita rasa dengan mata halus tanpa perlu bercakap.
Its ok.
Semua benda DIA yang tentukan.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Ouch.

Kadang-kadang rasa diri ni terlalu sensitive.Rimas pon ada.But how?hmmph.Bila dah tergigit simpan sampai jadi bekam dan lepas tu bila ada slack sikit aku mula menyirap.
Taksuka nak lepas apa yang rasa takpuas.Mulut macam terkunci.Benci la.
Taksuka nak marah-marah ni nanti cepat tua muka kedut-kedut. isk .Tak mau.
Terpaksa jadi hipokrit kadang ,untuk gelak-gelak bila benda yang aku taksuka pon.
Terlalu sensitive ke eh atau orang yang takpandai pikir sendiri hati orang?

NoteToSelf: Ok tahan hati supaya tak rasa kembang-kembang dan buat macam benda tak ada apa-apa pun.
Big girl dont cry.

:)

Random : Rindu banyak orang.

Thursday, December 10, 2009



Awwwwwwwwwwwwwh~
Tiba-tiba terasa melting dengar lagu ni.
Sweet kan?sweet kan?kan awak kan?

Alamak macam malu je buat tajuk entri ♥♥ ni.hohohoo.
nah lagi ♥♥♥♥.
:p

Monday, December 7, 2009

Sunday, December 6, 2009

(*(&^$^%&*&

GERAMNYAAAAAA NYA AKU!
MENYAMPAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I*&*&%^$%W@#%^RFYGFBCY%RE$%^&*(*&*&)__*)*!.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEI!!!!
LANTAK KAU LAAA.MALAS!
NAK SAKAT SANGAT, HAMEKKKK!
)(*&*^&%e&*^(*&^*&%&^*()(&(*&)(.


*Tarik nafasssss fuhhhhh~

Entri tak bertajuk.

Lagi 21 hari.sigh.terdiam aku.
Entah,taksuka nak kira hari.
Masih dalam Malaysia.Tapi mungkin keserasian tu kurang nantikan?
Godaan sana sini perlu ditentang.
Harap masing-masing kuat."Kita usaha" ini seperti apa yang awk ckpkan dan saya pegang.
Macam-macam boleh jadi.
"Bersedia dengan segala kemungkinan yang tak diduga."

Semoga berjaya untuk masa depan.im happy for you ngam-pang.:).